chemical_laugh

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 16:26:24 GMT

i just don't care anymore. about anything really.
i lost the person i love, even though it was for the best. the fact that i'm in love with him won't ever change. i guess all those times i took him back no matter what are over. i'm happier overall cause i don't have to be crying over him all the time, but it kills me.

i just gotta get out of this place. i smoke too much, but it gets me bye. it makes me eat. a lot.

just get me to florida and it'll all be fine. or at least get me to may 18th so i can roll my face off and dance the night away.

fuck i dont even know.

=]

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 16:22:41 GMT

I have to friends on this thing. And they know like everything about me anyway. So i'm not too sure why i have this cause it's really just a Florida thing.
But taylor wanted me to tell me about this boy.
And he's amazing. He makes me smile. And he couldn't be more perfect, basically. He plays guitar/bass/drums and he sings/screams so he's gonna make me a song and have one of his bands play it for me. heh =D

Last night i was all crying and shit and he made me realize how much he means what he says. and he... ADSGJASDG HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE. he kept saying how he could never say i love you enough. and how he'd do anything for me. and that all he ever wants is to be with me and when he's not he's lonely.
he was supposed to sleep over our friend caleb's house and he just got up and left at like 1 cause he couldn't stop thinking about me. i guess cause i was crying before. so then he came over. =]
holy shit this is weird typing all this on this jawn but i know the only two people who are going to read this are taylor and becca. and since taylor pretty much asked me to tell her about him, i did. ...it's still weird.
hah

OKAY I'LL SEE YOU TWO SOON, KAY?!
<3

shanigans

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:44:31 GMT

I have basically no friends on this jawn. So add me, peas?

Time to blab:
I hate drinking. Never really liked it. I have my reasons and obviously SOME people don't care about how i feel towards it, even know they know how scared i am from it. And i hate it when people tell me about how their going to get drunk or how they were so fucked up and blah blah blah.
I hope you die of liver cancer or some shit. You wanna be at the doctor's a whole fucking lot like my dad? go for it. Leave me the fuck out of it though.
Snort your life away while you're at it <3.
LASKJDGASD.

i gost a new l.j

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 16:15:15 GMT

Mmkay, so Taylor made me this thing. Cause she really really wanted me to have one.
So now i have one. :]

i need friends, so add me and whattttteeevvveeerrrr you need to do.
=D kthanks.

<3